I've been trying to figure out what to post on here for a while to update all my friends and family, but I honestly don't really have much. I was supposed to have an Endoscopic Ultrasound in the near future, but my doctor thought it would be better if the Mayo Clinic does that themselves. I don't go to Mayo until May 22nd, so for now I'm just in the middle of a waiting period.
I've been doing pretty well for the most part. Things at home are starting to get a tad boring, but I'm trying to stay active and busy so I keep doing okay, especially emotionally. Yesterday was a bad day as far as feeling depressed goes, but I guess that comes with the territory. I'll have my ups and downs, but what matters is how I face them and how I handle being in them.
I've been able to spend time with a lot of people which has been wonderful. I went back to Caribou the other day to meet with one of my customers, and it was such a blessing. I talked with her for about two hours, but I also saw a few other regulars walk in and was so happy to see them. They all gave me hugs and seemed genuinely happy to see me as well, which was such a huge boost. They're all so great. :) No wonder I stayed at that job for so long.
Anyhoo... not much else is going on, I guess! Thanks again everyone for all your prayers. It's going to get harder in the waiting period because I may get fooled into thinking that I'm doing okay when in reality the status of my health hasn't changed. Part of me would rather get everything done with without any waiting period, but I know that's not possible.. Which sucks. So for now... I'll be waiting. So in this waiting period I really, really would appreciate any prayers as far as patience and a good attitude are concerned. It's hard to have a good attitude and not be angry with God and other people sometimes.
Thanks, friends. :) I guess that's all I have for today - I'll update again when something more exciting (and hopefully good) is happening. Love you all! <3